welcome back to me :)

hello, i'm back..i got so much story to share, but i prefer to keep it as secrets :)..everything seems so dull to me, and being in love is so much hurting me -_- cause i can't let him know and i can't let it out..its look like that i'm so much in a big trouble of being apart of this..and i don't know what to do and what should i do -.-