being sentimental :'(

listening to emo song plus with someone giving that advice make me so weak...why i'm doing this anyway?? huhu :'( i just can't understand it....why can't i just go through this?? can i just let it be this way??

him...missing :)

last night he said "tau ka penantian itu satu penyiksaan" hahaha i still don't get it, hows it relate with our holiday to KL?? hmmm..i guess i realise one thing about him, if i'm not wrong tho..."his changes" :) hoho its been more than one week we haven't meet, and he's been busy....i miss you, much :)

Pasto - Jujur Aku Tak Sanggup (VC + Lyrics)

this song given by him for me on 12th april 2011..he said this is how he really feel after we broke up..

missing you, loves..

you make me miss you so much~ :) yeah i know you are waiting for our next date, right??just be patience, the time will come, and it just around the corner..insyaAllah :) i thank You Allah for all the good things You have given to me..THANKS for all the reward..i wish everything will goes so well and better :) and i wish no bad things will happen in our relationship again :) AMIN!!

1st march 2011 :)

hello, its 1st of march..1year and 11months been with him :) 31days left for my 2nd anniversary with him, my only soulmate md al-matin bin hj hidop...and him...what i feel of him, i hope its true..i hope its the right path, right way :) i hope forever we will be like this, and getting more more more better..my feeling for him, i'm so sure no one can change it EXCEPT Allah..

i love you md al-matin bin hj hidop, my muffin <3

hmmm -_-

i wonder what happen to blogger -__- i can't change the color of my post..hmm..and it looks dull, same goes to my life..huhu..things will go much complicated than it is now, so i'll just be ready for it..ahha i don't want to talk about my life actually..

ok, back to the point..how to change the color of the post?? anyone??i've tried to change it as usual, but nothing happened!!

secret loves =)

hmmmm....secret loves?? or...what should i call it?? =) well, just follow what he want..be patience, that what i should do for now =) not everthing will goes as what we want..

what to do?? :'(

i am so stuck between my heart and.......... :'( Allah help me..give me strength, give me your mercy..i really can't handle this T_T really need it sooner...me, myself are getting worst :'(

muffin :')

*sigh* a sigh at early beginning??is not a good sign right?? :') huhuhu...i miss you, yeah you...sorry, there would be no stories about that guy..cause he's the one that i love..wonder who? its my only soulmate, matin bin hj hidop......but, it is soo complicated..and i'm waiting for that problem to just gone, like nothing happened T_T

*sigh* i've been thinking too long, why this happen to me?? you just have to trust me, trust me, trust me..there is no one else i always think of..can you just understand that?? i really really hope everything to back to normal, to how we were before..

birthday surprises :)

oh no!!!! cannot be, cannot be...that feeling come again..and its because of you, chocolate..but, that make me smile and a kind of happy..thanks to you :)) and damn sure i miss you, haha and yeah i know you miss me too right?? if not, why you make that sweet conversation with me?? :) heeee....big smile on my face at the time you knock my phone :)

thanks to them; LK-1402's mate, izzati aqilah, ria and all my friend for all the greetings, present and surprise birthday song :)) and and this is the best birthday gift from you guys but not........nvm...and yeah its 20.10.2010!! hehehe....i love it..love it so much..the day when i born alive again :)